This post is going to sound a little like a cry for help, but that's not my intention. It's me being transparent and to show that I don't have everything together.
This semester has been a very difficult one, and especially recently. There has been so much going on that it's hard to focus and concentrate, which isn't good because I can't afford to not do well in my classes for I'm trying to get into the nursing program. And as of now, I'm not doing the best. I am trying SO hard to keep my head up, but honestly, I don't know how anymore. All I know is that I am holding onto the fact that the Lord has the future all planned out already, which is hard to trust in sometimes with everything that's happening. My heart is so heavy and I'm so weighed down, but that's because I'm taking all the burdens of life upon myself. I need to give them to the Lord for it's not my responsibility to carry them myself, but His, for His burden is light and we will find rest when we come to Him (Matthew 11:28-30). This is something that's hard for me to do, but I'm really working on it. Another verse that I am holding onto is, "The LORD is the stronghold of my life..." (Psalm 27:1). Even though I am going through the fire right now, I know there is a purpose for it and I'm trying to always keep that at the front of my mind because it's so easy for me to forget that.
A song that has really hit me hard through all that has been going on is Worn by Tenth Avenue North. Here is the link to the song: Tenth Avenue North - Worn. Check it out cause it's a great song!
My prayer is that I will fully rely and trust in Him during this time and that I will keep my head up. If you don't mind, could you join me in praying that I won't lose sight of Him through all this? Thanks. It's greatly appreciated!
